Stick a fork in me... I'M DONE!

This should have been a great day home with my daughter. Instead I was stressed out, feeling sad and lonely and had some really bad feelings resurface. Most of this stemmed from the 2-year old who would not nap. Then some of it was just my feelings of wanting this deployment to end. And a little bit of old feelings that happened to creep to the front of my mind, instead of staying tucked deep inside the back of my mind. I am tired of being a single-parent, I am tired of going to be alone every night and waking up alone every morning, I am tired of doing ALL the chores and errands and still working full-time and being a full-time momma. I am exhausted. I am lonely. I am ready to be a wife and mommy (as opposed to being mommy AND daddy right now).